The story is always embellished. The best stories always are. Of those living today few really remember how bad it had gotten on Gaia. Few even knew her name at the turn of the 21st century. Gaia – the name floated around environmentalist’s circles in a whisper. What’s in a name? Everything. Gaia, a sacred utterance, an expression of Earth’s deepest dream. Gaia is our life, we and it – one. And, it was when Adam used her name that everything changed – a distinct and defining moment of global awakening. It was truly astonishing – the speech that shifted global consciousness on an unprecedented scale. It was so much like Dr. King’s speech, people gave it the same name, “I Have A Dream.” It captured the zeitgeist of the age, expressed the latent truth we all knew, but had yet given voice, form, utterance. “We are all Gaia,” he said.
But, Adam was barely known just ten years before. He was a teacher, and little else was known. For years he taught and lectured at a small environmental charter school. His wasn’t a story of privilege…like Gaia in the cosmos, it was a story of grace. His was a story born in Appalachia; a story with few dreams, less money, green mountains, television, church, baseball, and little thought of the world. Such a small thing in the beginning, desperately small.
But there was something within him…a wisdom and deep prayer that found it’s way towards study. And as he grew in wisdom, he grew in awareness of a hurting world; a hurt that would take root in his own heart and drive him towards a tragic end befallen by so, so many – addiction – an incomprehensible erosion, a cancer of the soul. And miracles of miracles, Adam’s greatest pain – the pain of self-destruction, became in the same moment the healing stroke which would grow and grow and catapult him towards this destiny… and Gaia’s healing.
In the end we know that it was his suffering, his proximity to death that mirrored the very pain of Earth in the early 21st century. It was a type of synchronicity that is drummed up from the very seat of creation. Christ is often the figure most compared to the event that took place. Christ’s life symbolically and literally represented an evolutionary leap in human consciousness, an awakening, a new interpretative lens on existence itself – love, forgiveness, grace, humility, faith – a spiritual dimension that heralded forth a reevaluation of values, of how power operated in human life. Adam stood in that legacy; a legacy of bringing awareness to the next phase of human revelation concerning existence itself, an eco-conscious evolutionary leap into what he called an aperspectival worldview. Few knew the full revelation of what he meant; fewer had read Jean Geber, Nietzsche, and Whitehead.
But it was true, Adam’s life had strangely become co-extensive with Gaia’s life. He was modeling a posture of unification, one we are all called to model, to practice in love. He would always say that it was a paradoxical move – just like his healing – where surrender becomes triumph, where many become one, in diversity union; where in giving, we receive; where in pain, healing; where in darkness, light. Because it was dark, dark… as it so often is before the dawn.
Our world had tumbled into such an overwhelming crisis. A crisis that seemed to touch every part, every system, every community and individual. Gaia was in such deep pain and her voice had gone neglected, ignored, willfully ignored for far, far too long. Ecologically, Gaia was dying. Our species was overrunning her life essence, her soul. We were driven by selfishness and self-centeredness, driven by a thousand forms of fear and we tore the limbs from our great mother. We were an addicted people – addicted to Gaia’s forest and waters, addicted to our own obsession with greed and consumerism, addicted to our cultural pain and mindless, frenzied production. “Build it! Who gives a shit!” “Will it make us money?!!” Our forests were literally suffocating; our coral reefs literally cooking; our waterways literally poisonous. Outstanding shame. And the dominant human condition – besides the multitudes of systemic racisms, sexisms, ableisms, bigotry, and outright hate on the outside – found itself lacking, bereft of spirit, internally absent and in pain like our Great Mother.
I know all this sounds traumatic, but painting the picture of a global human “bottom” is exactly that… a hard picture. But there is light… of course there was light. Our human perseverance and courage have also grown and given us great gifts of technological capacity, alliance building, and human solutions. What a paradox again, that our ingenuity might have been at its peak at the same time we destructively extracted more and more resources from our world. And it’s true that people had a way of healing and seeing the light. The great religions continued to carve out space for worship and love. And, as dysfunctional as our political systems were during the first quarter of the 21st century, they endured long enough to give us the strong foundations of democratic cultural ambassadors we have today.
And when we look back we can see that the foundations were set for an entire human, ecological revolution before Adam’s mark on the world unfolded. This is the gift we live in today. But that speech… Adam’s speech was superhuman. It was one of those speeches your therapist gives after listening to your same bullshit for six months and fed up he bypasses years of therapy to give you the answers because he can’t stand how willfully negligent you are. Adam told us the global and ecological meaning of Covid! How long did we seek restitution for Covid in blame and medical remedies without understanding the simple planetary message; Gaia’s profound instruction. What was it Christ said? “He who has ears to hear, let him hear.” Covid unified our entire planet within a matter of days. It was an unprecedented unification for the sake of public health. Covid was the Earth’s voice shouting as loudly as possible for our attention. And we listened! In just a matter of days the shelter in place transformed the ecological health of entire cities. Within days the Los Angeles and Shanghi’s skylines cleared of pollution, becoming visible, rather than choking under the smog of insatiable desire driven by consumer capitalism.
So, even before Adam’s speech the stage was set for complete global transformation. Everyone now understands how significant the film and entertainment industry’s cultural revolution was to the reshaping of our collective consciousness. Only few had the foresight to see that the industry of entertainment had been producing and reproducing mythological tropes that failed to satisfy the longing for empowerment and transformation of society’s individuals. The gods of Hollywood were all but gone by 2030. What had replaced them was a growing mass of people producing self-affirmation movements for class consciousness; it almost became a rite of passage movement fueled by open sourced, decentralized medias; a empowerment movement that no one saw coming, but nevertheless reshaped human consciousness around the idea that global change on a radical scale was possible.
Collectives of millions and millions were able to gather online and produce viral content that made visible the power of love and affirmation in the world. It was a movement that simply out-paced and out-performed news medias that were shackled and driven by drama. People started to radically share monetary resources through decentralized crypto currencies that incentivized resource sharing. Communities that organized against violence, addiction, war and poverty begin to mobilize millions for causes desperate for allies and attention. Ecocommunities began to get more and more visibility proving that ecocities were scalable, possible and alternative paths to consumerist city planning.
But the biggest and most pressing synchronistic alignment came when Adam’s social media presence as a cultural ambassador had reached a point of critical mass. Right at that point the entire U.S. found itself in a vacuum of power and Adam, almost magically manifest, symbolized a type of possibility for being-in-the-world that captured global attention. Then came his speech! Do you remember?
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“I’m an educator. I’ve always loved learning and the idea of transformation. The one thing that I’ve learned over and over is that true education, true transformation is always preceded by significant disorientation, contraction, urgency and pain. Individually it often looks like the loss of a job, marriage, or dream; it’s a major injury, illness or addiction that requires a fundamental reorientation to life. And it is terrifying, and it feels like a death because it is; it is the death of a former version of life and all that went with it – the identity, thoughts, habits, the commitments, friends, the place, the labor and behavior. Mine was a bottom so complete that I faced two alternatives: either go on to the bitter end medicating and repressing my issues or accept spiritual help. Under the weight of my addiction and broken heart, facing the loss of my Ph.D., and all the dreams I held connected with that path I left my studies and entered the only fellowship that seemed appropriate for my condition – Alcoholics Anonymous. And I grieved for years… and I healed and grew.
Addiction and recovery have become some of the most helpful lenses I have to diagnose many of my grosser handicaps in life. The spiritual path laid before me in the 12-steps was built upon the same spiritual foundations that each major world religion and secular therapy makes available to their practitioners. What I found on this path was a restoration of my character and my power – my response-ability to care for myself and to be of service to others. I began developing an intimate relationship with the spiritual principles necessary to fundamentally resurrect, reorient, and restore my life.
I have applied recovery based principles and behaviors over the last decade, and the results have been near miraculous. And each time I thoroughly consider our world’s grosser dysfunctions it becomes very clear that we are an addicted society, an addicted people. We are sick – spiritually ill. And just like any addict, we must hit bottom in order to experience enough of a wake-up call to enact fundamental change – to heal. If the COVID-19 taught us anything it’s taught us that despite all of our powers we still face insurmountable, systemic, unmanageability and powerlessness. Revealed in each of my terrible bottoms was a deep call to reorder my life upon more skillful principles and practice – the religiously inclined would rightly call it a spiritual experience. If the coronavirus is seen as a societal bottom, then in my humble opinion, the opportunity that lies before the entire human condition is a call to recover, to deeply reflect and reorder our societies upon a new ecological and empathetic foundation.
Individual transformation looks different for each of us, but it begins with having a clear vision of the problem. If we – the Earth community – are unwilling to collectively grasp the difference between a symptom (coronavirus) and the causal conditions (systemic ecological destruction) we will never be able to sufficiently meet the mandate of our time put forth by the United Nations and the Earth Charter. We are facing nothing short of a call to transform the very character and power that drives human progress.
To that end we need something like the twelve steps of AA for social and political institutions. We have to admit that we were powerless to overcome the obsessive drive to place short-term political and economic desire above ecological long-term health. The results of that powerlessness are continued environmental devastation and increasing systemic unmanageability, broken hearts, and deeply inequitable societies.
To that end we need something like the principles in the 12-traditions of AA as guides for how to realign our democratic processes upon a foundation of integrity and wisdom. Remember, at some point, after many outrageous displays of dysfunction and abuse our leaders got honest with themselves and had to separate church and state; now we need to get honest with ourselves and to the extent that we are able, we must separate money and politics. We’ve got to be finished. Without that measure, it will be impossible to make the difficult changes necessary to shift global consciousness and protect and restore our failing ecosystems.
To that end we need stringent taxation on companies that produce waste or any harmful effects to communities and the natural world. A symptom of our powerlessness has been our unwillingness to take responsibility for our pollution, our externalities. For instance, we’re afraid to get honest about our collective inability to eliminate all single use plastics. Why haven’t we done this? Why are we dragging our feet?
To that end we must take seriously the formation of new global institutions like the Earth Charter and nations must begin to swiftly align their local and global practices upon those foundations. We agree that it is our responsibility to turn our lives and will over to higher order expressions of ecological empathy and global actions built upon the consciousness expressed in the Earth Charter…”
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What happened afterwards was nothing short of a series of social and geopolitical miracles. “We are Gaia.” We’re Adam’s famous last lines and his speech reverberated across nations and lands ripe for change. The harvest was the manifestation of a democratic order of countries that shifted from a model of power to a model of ecological logics built upon what was then a new edition of Adam’s Earth Charter.